Even after years of living, I still wish I was normal. I wish I could be in a normal relationship, with normal values. I wish I actually wanted to. I wish I didnt have trust issues. I wish I actually liked relationships!
It's just so difficult for me to actually be normal. I am great at acting like it, but lately, more and more.... I do not want to act anymore. I want to be me, what I believe I should do.
Fuck. And the worst part is I cannot fix it, or even explain it to anyone, anyone in the world, without being the bad guy. Because I am the terrible, heartless, bitch, selfish woman I am.
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