I wish I was a normal girl. With a want to be loved, and give love. With a want to give birth early, and give more love. To look at a ring on a finger and be happy that it is there.
But in place of that, I want a paintbrush in my hand. I want to give birth to a costume. I want to learn. I want to experience people and places and learn. I love to learn. So I will learn.
I have to hurt in the process. I have to hurt people in the process. And I will be victorious. And then I will have time to become a girl. Right now, I have to deal with being me.
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