You know that moment when you realize that your world has settled itself into the place that you hoped it wouldnt be, and stuck itself on the bookcase in your room for you to stare at every night before you go to bed?
I am questioning things now. i realize i'm forgiving and forgetting way to easily, but that is who i am now under those circumstances. I'm starting to look around, and its making me both fasinated and terrified to open my eyes.
And I can't stop sleeping. we know why, i have always known why, but i keep trying to keep myself from sleeping because i cant avoid m problems, and in the end i succum to them and start to dream. wtf.
Fuck these moments. They tire me out.
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