The Worst Thing

I honestly wonder if saying that I was strong enough was a good idea. I am attempting to tell my feelings, but no one seems to listen unless they are stuck a room with me being paid to hear me rant. Everyone hears the wrong thing, puts words in my mouth or looks down on me. They don't realize I'm sick. They don't realize it's not my fault even when it really seems it is. Honestly, it's not my fault. To think I like feeling this way? You think I wanna do the things I do? I guarantee it hurts me more than it hurts you.