Sometimes I Feel Like a Failure (05-13-10)

Sometimes i feel like a failure.
life has been a tug of war, and i am
pulled to lose, whether i want to or not

subtly pulled by an invisible thread of light
with an unwillingness to actually wake in the morn
sometimes i feel like a failure.

although sometimes, i gather my strength and leap
it seems the inch i percieved is a really a mile, and i'm
pulled to lose, whether i want to or not.

possiblities pass you by, the days seem endless.
my emotions are pulled too and fro like a pendulem-
sometimes i feel like a failure

Everything else just doesnt appear to matter
if i lose myself in my focus, and if i lose it i'm
pulled to lose, whether i want to or not.

I'm disappointed in myself, others disappointed in me.
i'm silently screaming, forlorn and lost in sadness.
sometimes i feel like a failure
pulled to lose, whether i want to or not.

Comments

Sometimes, i absolutly abhor my job.

I Had A Roller-Coaster Evil Upside Down Day

.... and from it, all i have is a sad heart.

A Text Message I Received

hey, you, with the hair.

i love you. which is why i called you in the first place.

but yeah. youre always on my mind. its not fair.

GRRR

Somethings in life are just perfect for fucking you over. I should be happy but im not. I yearn to aviod everything and my private business has been made public. Is this how you wanna play, clouds? Screw this. I'm tired of it.