The things i do, the feeling fades, and all i wanna do, is burn it away.

Microbiology class on infectious diseases is cruel to me this month... Makes me worry about him more and more.

Some dance to remember... Some dance to forget

Pretty sure i broke the "kichen uses" rule...

I should write a newer 'new heloise'... Rousseau is still accessible to me, right!

It is literally the worst feeling in the world to want to belong somewhere so bad, but it just doesnt work. You want be be there and support, but it kills you to do so. Its a toxic enviorment, realized or not, and its literaly breaking you down further than yo have ever been before. The people who are supposted to lift me up and slowly bringing me down unknowlingly. And it hurts.

Comfort Food

In a family crisis moment, all i wanna do is cook for everyone clean for everyone, and make everybody comfortable. Even as i sit in rehearsal gliding on a sea of panic for my littlw brother and cntemplating the demise of my nuclear family, all i can recall is the recipe for an amazing breakfast cassarole i am aching to make.

One of the funnest days of my life cmes to a complete halt when i find out my brother is in the ER.